You had all of me.
In a full house, I’m empty.
I'm having a hard time calling Father.
I’m really missing my Angel connection.
I wish I knew that I was unconnecting with Heaven,
when I gave my life to try to connect with y’all.
Spirit and Body.
I got shocked, white like a ghost, skin and bones,
weeks went by I'm still in the hospital,
I escaped another death
and heaven had to save me again.
Fear almost had me leaving this World.
No God all around this space.
I show up with love and
Y’all try to kill me everytime.
Tell me, did you accomplish that goal?
Bitch, I've been a Goat since Brava.
You keep trying to kill me but still
I breathe strength of a Lion,
August 9th, Whitney Houston.
With the strength of my Grandparents
left in my mouth and my fist.
Bitch, I fought and still I fight.
I ran as fast as I could back to the Angel in me.
He created me to Fly and stay Fly.
Y’all only want me dead.
Like a horror film but fukk it,
I'm the Gladiator that made
Freddy Krueger, my bestie.
While I walked away I looked back for fun
and there was Freddy having his way with y’all.
Ohh that's a turn on, Freddy.
Bestie, meet me later, Bye Bye.
You had all of me inside out but
Freddy has all of y’all screaming
DJ, Im deJesus please put the volume up, love DJ
Who’s shocked now white like a ghost, you.
I just became an Eagle, Alaska Tribe, headstrong
from the Ocean to Land with wild on all sides.
I'm a lion down south and a whale up north.
I fly, bitch I am an eagle.
My wings spread wide.
After killing all the losers,
I wake up, Live, then sleep.
now that I'm done eating,
now that I’m done fucking,
now that I'm done doing people,
now that I’m done living large,
now that I'm done buying cemeteries,
I can now move on to the next planet,
In my halo spaceship.
I show up with love but always swinging.
Did you know that I’ve been a boxer
since 9 months inside.
I would punch you first or second anytime.
I came and I'm getting mine.
Look how I showed up,
of course it's going to take some time
but who drives better than me
Challenger dodge feet and hands.
It’s time, It’s time
Jesus rose me up at 40 years old
and as I write this I’m 39.
You don’t never violate me,
I can take the hate like smooth water
and you was never a bother
just entertainment and now I'm done laughing.
You had all of me.
In a full house, I’m empty.
I'm having a hard time calling Father.
I’m really missing my Angel connection.
I wish I knew that I was unconnecting with Heaven,
when I gave my life to try to connect with y’all.
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Angelina deJesus Solomon