I see it and experience it.
Exploring different lives
I’ve lived along the way,
Chasing Heaven on Earth.
I reached so many levels.
Vacation after vacations.
It’s starting to feel like a sin again.
All I do is vacation.
I can’t even enjoy myself on Earth fully.
You still didn’t give me a job or a career.
I haven’t reached my goal yet of winning,
so I’m here seating on top of all my blessings
but I can’t stop thinking about my only goal.
I haven’t reached it.
Vacations are always amazing, I’m so bored.
He said I can have sex how I want it, I’m so bored.
Why am I so Sad? My body is not filled.
I already did what the rest is doing, I’m so bored.
And all I’ve ever wanted was my career.
You force me to have my own company, I’m so sad.
Even with all my resumes, you won’t let me in.
I don’t even want a company anymore,
Those people proved to me that are
not worth fighting to feed.
They are feeding themselves just fine,
selfish dirty animals
I would rather have real animals for kids.
Let’s just enjoy my hobbies.
He says I should be happy, I’m winning
You should be sad that I’m sad
Who the fukk do I look like?
This is what a loser looks like
Not my fault I make it look
So Goddamn Good.
I showed up with a list.
I played my part with everyone
on this fukking planet.
Is my heart and soul that Huge?
That’s why all of y’all fukked me,
The way y’all left me for dead like that.
Who the fukk do I look like?
Did y’all forget who I am?
I’m beyond whatever bitch
you think I look like that.
Now everyone can get the fukk out.
Off the grid I go.com
Father says
That’s what the fukk I get,
Refusing over & over to not let them go.
Those no good animals
of all nationalities.
Rich and poor
Dirty animals they are.
I told you to stay away,
that’s what the fukk you get.
All this life but you're not with the right people.
All these locations but you're not in the right location.
Still a slave mentally and physically
But they can’t kill what cannot be killed.
It’s not a start over,
It’s the entrance of a new decade,
A special birthday, cheers to the next 10 years.
I see it and experience it.
Exploring different lives
I’ve lived along the way,
Chasing Heaven on Earth.
I reached so many levels.
Vacation after vacations.
It’s starting to feel like a sin again.
All I’ve ever wanted was a career, I’m sad
So let me travel somewhere and cry,
Vacation after vacations.
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Angelina deJesus Solomon