At times I wonder, how far I would of gotten if I didn’t have Jamie’s support. It took so long for me. I failed in boston. I don’t want to walk in a room and everyone knows me but my business is still on zero.
I don’t want to leave Mass, I feel like I will fail again and all this just to never reach my dreams. It scared the shit out of me. I want to work, and don’t like that I can’t work here, since this is where I want to be.
I know it took so much fighting in every direction to stay above water and I truly don’t even know if I have what it takes to make it in the fashion industry. I’m simply not from that world but clothes is art for me. The best part of clothes is hand stitching, adding beads and gems to the fabric. I love all the steps from illustrating, to sewing, to flat pattern, to watching models wear it down the runway.
The Business side of it, well I didn’t go to college for business, and I wish they would add business classes to art majors. I don’t have training in business so that makes me feel like I can’t make it ever because everything is about business and money and I just want to create and make people happy.
How can I succeed.
At times I wonder, how far I would of gotten if I didn’t have Jamie’s support.
Angelina de Jesus Solomon ©️2020